Why does nobody like me? Why does it hurt whenever I see someone I like? I can't talk to anyone without having pains and I don't understand it. Why, when I ride my bike in front of a car, doesn't it hit me, it just beeps its horn at me.
I never want to go home, I just want to walk the streets. I suppose they want to know where I am, but that's okay, I don't want to tell them. I just like walking around.
There is nobody that I know who is home this afternoon. So I guess I will take a nap. But I can never sleep, so I will read. That will not work, someone will want to know what I am reading. I cannot stay home, so I will walk around.
If I didn't have school to go to, this life would really drag, you know it? There would be nothing to my life at all. I've got to keep going to school at all costs, whether I do well or not, I've got to stay in school. I have no friends, but I have to stay in school.
I hate that there are so many girls who talk about bad things, and boys as if they were really bad. I also hate the girls who talk about their bodies as if they were cheap. I don't think they should do that. I don't think they should play around either. They're really dumb.
I have no privacy. Everybody looks at my stuff, reads my mail, wants to know what I am doing what I am reading, writing, where I am going. I'm tired of it.
Goodnight.
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